I want God to guide me as I walk this lonely road. I want him to send me a companion, but am I ready for one? Even though I do not have her yet, I do not want to lose her. Is she the one that God has been reserving for me? If so, I am ready. If she is not the one, if she is of any harm to my santification, if I am of any harm to her santification, then I want her far away from me as possible. I do not want to make a fool of myself because I am taking a chance with love. People hear these stories all the time because they want to. It is like a movie that includes one of those happy endings. I am writing my own story with the permision of God of course. I am going to continue to build some courage and try to persevere if I want to break through walls. How can this be done? Can I make this happend? The answer is yes. I know it sounds silly, but it is not rocket science. It has to be mutual. I cannot be writing this if she does not feel the same. I cannot continue if she does not want me to. I have to have a sign, and no sign is not good enough. Either way she is my motivation. I will built this house from the ground up. I will walk thousands of miles. I will go through the most trecherous places if it is the only road to get to her. I know that if this is God sent, then it is good because all good things come from God. Therefore, if this is God sent, then Jesus will show me the way. Lord, I will follow you because in the end it is about being worthy of the promises of enternal life in the Heavenly Kingdom. I can take my companion if one is provided or I can walk with you alone. I will walk by faith.
Where you go, I'll go
Where you stay, I'll stay
When you move, I'll move
I will follow you
Who you love, I'll love
How you serve I'll serve
If this life I lose, I will follow you
I will follow you
(Chris Tomlin – I Will Follow)
HAPPY LENT SEASON EVERYBODY!!!!!
